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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

New Year!!!

Gosh! I'm getting so so so fat!!!

New Year goodies, all the food, and stuffing myself till im so fat! i already gained 3 kg during NS! i mean, who goes in there and gains 3 kg? the wonders of being Pes C. only my OC doesnt care if i'm L1, L2, L3 or L9, of which im L9. which actually means, no firing, no field camp. BUT OC doesnt care lor!

and who hurts their leg during 2.4 run bleahx had a good timing leh just below 8 min and into half of the 4th round, i pia a bit could finish in 12.20, but then... bleahx. att B for 2 days, and my PDS doesnt let me go and do my U/L activites, which means i didnt train in the gym, and now im going to fail pull ups too gosh

bleahx... so full

ch

Sunday, January 29, 2006

新年快樂!

首先,跟大家拜個年。在這個狗年裏,祝大家心想事成,步步高升,過個汪汪年!

哦,我昨天十九嵗了!!!昨天早上,剛從兵營回來,就突然閒,有人跟我慶祝生日了,好高興,好高興!!!=) 只在兵營待了8天,我已經受不了了,會想起那幾天的壓力,壓得我幾乎崩潰,我也真沒用啊。但,挨過了一個星期,有得回來,一回來就有驚喜,挨過去也是值得的。

兵營的事我也不講了,有好有坏,總的來說,我很難適應,但很希望接下來6個星期可以跟快過去,這樣我也會跟開心。

其實也有好笑的時候,但也有吃力的時刻,我恨不得馬上可以downgrade,但沒辦法,也得挨下去。

還好,有你在身旁...

志航

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

2 days...

This will be my last post for the next 1 and a half weeks. not going to post anymore tmr, cos i'll be bz, and friday of course not.

2 days. who wants souveniors from tekong? considering i wont bring much money there, i can bring back some soil for everyone.

2 days. it is finally hitting me right smack in the face. have been enjoying myself too much these past few weeks that i havent done any preparation for NS. no psyco-ing, no meditation, no training up, no nothing. have been indulging in what would be considered 得意忘形, which is no good. but still, i would have rather spent the past few weeks as i had spent them... =))

as such, i am not mentally prepared for what i'll face, and for what i will be letting go come 12.45 on friday, or even earlier, as soon as i step on that ferry away from the island of singapore.

(perhaps i am the weaker one...)

(no, i'll just lift my head up and go. dont laugh.)

my phone number will not change. can msg me, no one's stopping you. but dun expect a quick reply or anything. oh i have free incoming, call me if its urgent, that is, if its at night, between dunno what time and 1030pm. (but i'll probably be on the phone already.)

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http://www.geocities.com/seecheehang/scores_catalog.xls

thats my scores catalog. its incomplete, includes only all my accompaniment scores and my original scores. other loose scores include:

Assorted Solo Piano Works (Dover edition) by
JS Bach
Beethoven
Brahms
Chopin
Debussy
Grieg
Mendelssohn
Mozart
Schubert
Tchaikovsky

And also:
complete chopin waltzes and nocturnes, schirmer
complete Liszt Hungarian Rhapsodies
complete Messiaen Regards
complete Ligeti Etudes book 1
complete Bach chorales
complete Faure Barcarolles and Impromptus
complete Debussy Images

and plenty of choir scores.

Feel free to browse and select.

Procedure to borrow scores:
Either
Call my home/my mum's HP and introduce urself as Chee Hang's Friend, needing to borrow scores.

Or
if u dunno any of the above numbers, msg me, and i'll give u further instructions.

Just dun come and make a nuisance of urself. i have 2 shelfs full of scores, (though not very neatly arranged) and 1 whole cd rack of cds, if u need them. not that i have a lot of cds.

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seriously, i dun wanna go...

will miss a lot of things, even though i'll be out by CNY. (and also...)

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i'm making it sound real bad am i not. haha. though i cant really laugh out right now. hmm...

shall be counting down to booking out, and to... ...

ch

(see u in 13 days)

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

counting down...

3 days.

fretting?

Monday, January 16, 2006

4 days

Yes, amazingly, it is 4 days before many of the guys in tekong book out at the end of confinement, and it will be my turn to go in =) now what did i put that smiley there for? haha not that im so looking forward to tekong, but i guess it wont be that bad, listening to what others have been saying and blah blah blah...

amazingly, i have been going out so often these days, that i havent gone to do any working out to get back in shape before NS, not that i really care though... Its been wonderful, going out, and i wouldnt want to spend time otherwise =)

am going to put up my catalog of scores i have soon, sometime before friday. since i m not going to use it that much, im opening it up for people to borrow. ive got some original scores, and a lot of loose scores, just dont report me to the copyright holders.

Also, dont contact me if u want my scores. call my home, identify urself to my mum or whoever that picks up. leave ur name behind when u get the score, and return it as soon as ure done with it and also in the original condition that u borrowed it... i dont want my scores to go missing or spoilt.

Shall still be blogging until thursday night, or even friday morning.

=)

count down is left with

5 days

Saturday, January 14, 2006

14th Jan

I was so happy to receive a letter from trinity, thinking that my FTCL results had arrived...

Only to find out that the letter only informed me to go pick up my LTCL (acc) cert...

And i can't go on a sunday, means not tmr, means i have to waste $100000000000 just to go down to orchard and get it...

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Tiring day today, had a busy morning, really busy, not having any time to sit down at all..then still went out haha wierd day...

but in a brief moment of rest i did up the first page =)

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6 days... am scared of who/what kind of people i'll meet there. since im not going in wif almost all of the guys i know, that means i'll be in there wif, hmmm, not so expected people?

suddenly i wished i was pes A/B

but then again, thinking back, i wish i were pes E...

Pes C is such a wierd place. esp L9s. i'm not combat fit, so train me in bmt for.. what? to run away? haha...

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and 18 going on 19 yrs old is such a wierd time to be, for guys like me, where i am

ch

Friday, January 13, 2006

Friday the 13th!

Bad luck day?

Exactly one week.

time's not exact. if its 1245, its exact.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

how many days?

8

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

and then it was...

nine days...

u learn soemthing new everyday...

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ok wasn't planning on blogging much, but then am now waiting for my photos to upload to shutterfly.. so might as well...

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'How was it?'

and how would you answer a question like that? time after time, after exams, after interviews, after whatever, people ask the question 'How was it?'... i admit, i ask that a lot too, but then dunno why, suddenly just now it hit me hard that hmm its not an easy question to answer, and i dun really like that question either. heh.

so how was it?

what is an answer required? when people ask me this question, like after an exam, half the time i would come up wif a lame one-liner to get it past. like when im asked 'how did u find the paper?' then id answer 'i found it in the exam hall'. and so on. those who asked me before would know.

cos its like, if i answered, 'it went well', half the people would say things like 'hao lian larh!', or envy, or well just not responses that i would expect... if i answered, 'not too well', half the people will say, 'aiyar say say only' and the likes... so in short, bad replys... and the connotations for answering, the consequences, if u said it went well then maybe u will need to do well and stuff like that

hmm... so much suddenly came to mind... got more but lazy to type one...

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9 more days and im going over-straits. to tekong. and people are counting 9 more days to end of confinement. haha how funny...

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went back for cca feste today, saw a lot of things... hmmm...

am missing school... and PE...

not physical ed, but piano ensem

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want to go for a workout, but always finding excuses like rain, tired, work (as if i got any) blah blah

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not really looking forward to next week...

ch

oh yar, my addresses for the photos...

http://seech.shutterfly.com

should be up in a while.

ch

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

ten

10...

am i excited? scared? envious? happy? sad? hopeful? hopeless?

Monday, January 09, 2006

eleven

eleven days...

十一天...

and notes, meaningful little slips of paper, is where my words have gone...

ch

Friday, January 06, 2006

New Year

resolutions? havent made any, didnt bother year after year cos i probably wont follow them.

but this year, exception =)

-- be less undecided. be more true to myself.

ch

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Start of school? Or rather the lack of school...

If not for the fact that it was a very hot day, and that I no longer have student concession, the zoo would have been a perfect place to go to on a non-holiday day. But then again, it was still wonderful, if u keep your mind off the fact that I left home with $13 in my ez-link card and reached home with $8.91. Haha.

So now, no more student concession. Have to be careful when going out. Only go for important stuff. Ah how I miss the two beeps when I board the bus. Now its only one.

Oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Yes this is rather late, considering I didn’t blog the previous days. Have been going jogging to get back my stamina and my exercise, but then I am so lazy, and I am so lousy, so it turned out not that useful. Haha. Have got 2 more weeks though, please don’t kill me guys who go in on Thursday or Friday or Saturday.

It does feel different when u go out on the first day of school, then u see everyone everywhere wearing uniform, and u are sauntering around in casual clothes, having had fun the whole day. Part of me wants to laugh at them (a wierd and sick sense of satisfaction i guess..), part of me reminds me that means that I’m very old, having gone past the 12 years of Singapore schooling, which is quite an experience.

And I am starting to fill up my schedule again… Some things are like not that I have a choice, so bleahx. And to think I turned down jobs just to do all these? Haha… people will kill me if they know…

Old Macdonalds had a farm
Ee-i-ee-i-oh!
And on his farm he had some ______
Ee-i-ee-i-oh!

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

I do miss school… and I miss working, cos that means I get income. Whereas now I’m just spending money haha… To those who are still going to school, don’t complain. Look back one year later and you will know why…

Oh and I still have notes ─ physics and music. J2s!!! before the syllabuses change!!!

Am very happy =)) But also at the same time upset that I’m going off soon, and if only time can stop. But, shall treasure whatever time is left, and spend it meaningfully =))

ch

I'm Chee Hang. I'm currently serving NS, and I'm also part of the Catholic High School Choir alumni, the Edward Becheras Vocale.

My favourite colour is blue. 
My favourite composer is Beethoven. 
My favourite music(s) are powerful.
My favourite food is anything edible and nice.
I like to help people.
I am childish.
I am still a kid, although already 19. Young at heart =o)

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HHelpful
EExciting
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HHandsome
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My History:

  1. Northland Primary School
    1B;2B;3A1;4AA;5AB;6AB
  2. Catholic High School
    1-9;2-9;3-2;4-2
    Edward Becheras Choir
  3. Raffles Junior College
    1S12A;2S12A
    Piano Ensemble
  4. Edward Becheras Vocale
  5. BMTC 2 Leopard Company, Platoon 4 Section 4 Bed 06, 01/06
  6. SAF MDC String Ensemble
  7. Vocalise