year end...

it's interesting, how for once after christmas, i'm not thinking about oh school starts in one week. i know most guys will kill me, but im looking at the calender and thinking, hmm NS in 4 weeks (not 2 like most pple). haha.

and how interesting, i thought i wld be free already, having pushed away most of the stuff i would have jumped into doing immediately in the past. but then, haha i still have two more formal stuff to do, jan 5th and 11th, the formal being a lesson means i still have to practise (or at least fake it), the latter has not so much stress involved, although the responsibility that is called for is still there. but hey, thats doing what im good at =)

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leaving for a chalet tmr, til thursday afternoon.

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yay 4-2 class outing on friday! haha really, thanks to kp to help organise something, and hounding the class wif sms-es at night, or rather in the wee hours of the morning (when ur 24 hr clock reads 00:-- or 01:-- haha) ok a dinner, but at least we meet again!

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have got this wireless keyboard and mouse installed, now i can play com from 8m away! which means i can play at the entrance of the kitchen, but only a madman will do that, cos the screen's too small to see anything.

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concert. as again, yearly, guest choir wif SFX YC concert. have to say, this time, vocale really went wif the least preparation. yet still managing to do decently for 3 out of 4 songs, well, i wouldnt say a very good job, but then again it is still somewhat remarkable. gabriel might probably kill me for this, but hey i see the good in everything!

and of course, i still think the first piece is the best. guess why.

no let me give a hint. haha. its accompanied. by who?

now u know. haha.

but still, right b4 the concert, during the rehearsal, some thoughts did cross my mind, confusing, stressing.. i'm still just a human, not superman.. but then, glad its over.

of course, a bit disappointed this time.. with what people actually notice. but at least im not invisible, and its not a criticism at all.. (if only it came sooner, like years sooner).. not an outright thank you nor an outright appreciation and praise either, but yar... if only other things get noticed too...

the effort, who sees? who cares? ive learnt to appreciate a group of people more now. all of u better start too.

im used to being invisible anyway so i dont care.

and as usual, the church choir's amazing. so is leong, still.

when will i sing wif vocale again? when will this batch meet again?

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belated merry christmas to everyone who drops by, its already 26th where i am, and its almost 27th.

what a christmas. =)

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at first intending to start writing some things, but then, not starting tonight. maybe this friday..

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ch