More and more countdowns!

so. as of today, 26th Oct, the days are as such:

27 days

30 days

57 days

86 days

more to come. haha.

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if u really think about it, everything is a double-edged sword. hmm. the ability to cut both ways. good and bad. positive and negative. well. hmm.

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beginning to wonder if i should spend more time in my own home for a change. instead of treating it as a hotel, or not even coming back to it at all for more than a day.

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do all these studying sessions really work? are they effective for me?

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do i worry too much? what's the problem?

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interestingly, this year's A levels, to me, should be more manageable than the O's two years back. yet, i seem more ill-prepared, and i'm already thinking of totally neglecting one subject just because other things, to me, are more important than the A's.

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Is it the O's that I still cling to? No, not the exam itself. That period of time.

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If i wished for time to stop, it wouldnt be now.

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If there's a place i want to be now, it wouldnt be here.

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If there's a thing i want to do now, it wouldnt be this.

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If there're people i want to meet, they wouldnt be here right now.

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get it?

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how wierd.

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ch