And so...

I just realised i have used this title before. general, not too specific, can write anything. mm.

And so...

Open house just ended. What a day. Music marathon. tiring. super tiring. remind me never to do something like that again.

yet, i realise that it is only when you are a student that u have these kinds of opportunities, to play, to enjoy making music. to do it with people you know, people you can joke with, people who are close to you, people whom you like. as opposed to strangers, who pay you just that THEY can be in the spotlight on stage, and you are yet another accmpanist who earns like $40 an hour. by the way i'll be upping my charges soon. an LTCL accompaniment dist cert is not something that you can ignore. haha.

so. as i take a rest later, i guess, i will just hoep that today comes again. even though, yes, exhausting, tiring, stressful. but. i will want to do it again. and again. (well without injuring my knee again)

so just a month and one more day to the end of A's, and another 3/4 or so of a month til the end of NPVC, and exactly a month (22 dec) to my next time on stage. and right after that, a month before confinement in tekong. how time flies.

if i had a wish, it would be that time will stop. in JC life or Sec life. id prefer the environment of chs, but i'll hope for the company of meppies. yay.

sighs. is it really the end of yet another chapter in my life? or is the end just another beginning, no matter how cliche that is?

sighs. so nostalgic.

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some people never know when to back off. its amazing how little stress and anger one can withstand before exploding. and yes i'm talking about myself. i knwo myself, and that i am violent, and i explode, quite easily. esp in stressful times. and when people can just call you up and waste all your time. sometimes if i just ignore the phone, i might be better off.

but i never really keep people away.

do i ever say no?

ever?

cheehang