Prelim prac tmr...

im beginning to doubt. a lot. sheez. not in the best of moods to take a prac tmr. was damn pissed off this afternoon that i just went out. sighs. didnt do any work today too.

i feel unfair, that sometimes, things look so clear to others, when i am left trudging alone in the dark alleys. yes, life's not fair. and who am i to criticise. cheh. who am i anyway? just this poor little boy who should know better than to complain.

looking at some other people do things with such confidence, its just amazing. and how much effort they put in. wait. wrong. its how much MORE effort they put in than me. its frustrating how come i can never concentrate. its like, i cant sit myself down for an hour doing disciplined work. for some reason.

darh. too many things happen today.

ch