Dreams.

And here i am, discussing dreams again. have like thousands of my dreams coming true, like losing my phone, yucky A's timetable -- yar having to do maths S and then music with only 1 hr break. id rather the other way round. and its like my dream come true lor. the good things never come true one.

so i should stop sleeping. bleahx. i'm super tired now.

there are certain things which i dare not commit, and i wonder why. it may be because of my past experiences that tell me not to commit. maybe because it is not the time. but in any case, i dare not, and when will I? i dunno. but in any case, thanks for the memories. People come and people go, but you will not be forgotten. big smiles.

and so i'll move on, just like the last time. or times.

should i even bother to complain about paper 42 today? though i must admit, yes it is a relief another paper is over, though i wish practical wasnt over cos the written papers come after that. well, lunch (or tea, seeing that it was 4+ when we had lunch and it was considered the dinner set at Han's) was a rather good way to tell urself that hey one big paper is over. haha. what crap.

so now im trying my best to mug music, and ignore physics until tuesday. because in any case, i want to do better in music, even at the expense of physics. physics can go and die. bleahx. i even lost Sze's number so that means no consultations. not that i need it, because i dun see anything that i dun understand. yet. ha. but its the trouble of remembering it in the stressful and cold conditions of the stupid hall, with occasional green lights. and the stress of looking up and seeing the people (or person) in front doing so relaxed-ly and maybe with one leg crossed. ARH Physics O people. heh. my physics wasnt that bad one lor. i guess i lost confidence after O's.

and so i will now try to dream of better things, or else i will not sleep. i recall the dream about 156 on holland road. ha. not possible now ah? unless suddenly it turns into Marymount road then woila hahahaha.

okay, i'm delirious.

ch