Ah choo

Oh no. this is not good. nearing the end of prelims and i am falling sick? feeling feverish. argh. shouldnt have gone for prata just now heh.

reminds me of promos last year. into the 2nd week, my last 2 papers, then i got high fever. how nice.

and coincidentally too, F maths papers.

bad.

i heard pple fall sick when they crumble under stress.

i fall sick after i crumble under stress?

or am i stressed now? over what? the end of prelims? bah.

i seriously hate myself for all this.

heck. at most die.

ch



/Edit.

that aside. sighs. i think i'd be keeping up wif the trend if i say something about the prelims so far? hmm was blog hopping the other day and saw so many posts on how prelims were and blah.

ok, my madness has completely gone. and i wish i continued being mad. i missed going around saying 'full marks full marks!!!' and now im feeling so bad about the physics paper. i totally lost it at thermody. and i lost my nuclear, and data response was bad. gw just said on monday that if u practise enuff physics u can do a paper in half the time. i admit, it is my prejudice and bias-ness against physics. dunno why. i used to love physics but now...

two more papers, Maths S and F maths. now i'm sort of regretting not going for all those maths S sessions. heck. if you dun have anyone getting ungraded where do you get people who get distinctions?

was doing RJ FM paper 2 just now. gosh. 4 mechanics questions and i took more than 3 hours already. and thats only less than half the paper. and i need to revise my stats quite badly.

if anything, it's time to panic.

argh.

i wish prelims was over. dun care how i did but i just want it to be over... -cry- really need a good break next week. must go out and play. heh.

so many missed chances. so many things missed. so many things un done, unsaid, un- ... aiyar. it seems that time passes so fast. 'time and tide waits for no man'. a pity i'm not no man. it seemed only yesterday that orientation took place, and why am i reminiscing now? cant help it, suddenly one... i miss......

aiyar.

heck.

this is killing me.

how to survive.

and i just found out that my toe may not heal after all. ouch. im going to be crippled lar.

life's unfair?

no. its fair. we just never want to admit it.

never mind.

can just die.



Then again, thank you. You really know how to make people feel better. I wish there were more of you around.

ch