Lalalala

It feels good to be singing again...

no, i'm not referring to the aca one with 4 people... more like the choir with close to 100 people. Yes. it was this feeling that came to me when i stepped into the auditorium again, knowing that once again i'm going to step onto the stage barefooted and open my mouth as part of the 100 people. its where all competition stops, and u strive to do your best. it is where the discipline lies, the quality, and the sheer force of it all. its the love of music. its the knowledge knowing that u are no longer yourself, but once again back with EB choir. yes. ah i miss my choir days...

do i really sound that nostalgic?

maybe its leong. Ha. he was obviously in a better mood today that the seniors came back, and the church choir was there too, and the whole choir was in great spirits.

i missed the discipline. sighs. i wonder where it has gone to in todays teenagers.

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it will be some time before i really know what i want, what i want to do. where i want to be, what matters, who matters, where it matters. im going around these days in a daze, seriously not in a good state of mind. esp when i stoned thru maths lec, physics tutorial, and was busy keeping myself awake by crapping and being lame during music lec. Heh. if u happen to borrow my notes, ... maybe just dun borrow my notes. unless u need to liven up and have a good laugh.

speaking of lame... mei mei take care hor...

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i think ive all but decided on my plans at the end of this year. wonderful timing for everythign to happen around the same time but bleahx i dun really know...

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im impressing the wrong bunch of people. people who dun matter. oh no.

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im super busy these few days! this genius has succesfully managed to screw up the schedule again heh oh wells i think i can get used to it, hopefully i'll wake up tmr feeling better and not so flu-yi... i took flu medicine this morning, and i had two cans of coffee to try to stay awake in school which is like.. real bad. heh.

and i still didnt manage to be fully awake...

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oh no. revision? huh? what revision? people all around me are starting revision, and i'm still buzzing around doing everything but the one thing that matters: prep for Prelims and A's. Heh. i need to start.

maybe tmr.

and then tmr i'll say maybe tmr.

tmr never comes...

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tmr is saturday again. heh. my favourite day of the week. Hahaha...

i think i'll like this sunday quite a lot.

and monday too.

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and yar sure, everything's just fine.

-jackson