of shopping and worldly pleasures

For some reason, i'm no longer appealed by the shopping malls. to tell the truth, i'm actually apalled. bleahx. Its so superficial, shopping just for the sake of shopping. i know, i was like that once, and probably i never will again. i'm going to comfortably shift into the male stereotype of not shopping but shopping for something. probably forever.

i dunno what prompted this change. but it's been a few months since i really shopped, and now i really think its a waste of effort. i mean, yar go ahead, if there's people around and u want to socialise, why not? but if u're alone, i find it a waste of time now. can't believe i used to like shopping.

i recently counted the amount of money i spend on medication and doctors and blood tests and the ultrasounds (yes my baby haha) and im quite shocked. sighs. and i just got new medication. its becoming like a routine for me: mornign wake up 3pills, night15, and 3 times a day 3more pills and something yucky to drink. ha. not very fun is it? i need to become healthier.

haha yay another AV job tmr. =o)

ch