onwards

a year already. i don't believe it. ive survived, and things only got better. haha.

phantom of the opera... i hate the screenplay, hate christine. she sounds so 'small little girl who knows how to squeak from G1 to D2'. gosh is that too evil? okay, granted, she's an actor. oh wells. fine.

been spending too much time away from home. need a break AT HOME.

i hate employment. although, yes, its guaranteed money, but it leaves me with no time to other things. and i don't need another commitment, though i just said yes before i knew what i was yessing to. i really should stop doing things outside of school. its not that i need it, its just that im too ready to help. too helpful am i? so pardon me if u call me, and im not available to pick up the phone, or if u msg me and its another 6 hours before i reply, or u are chasing me for something that u think its important but certainly not top priority for me. cos if its top priority u need not chase already. but don't worry, things ive promised to do, i'll do. u dun have to doubt me on that.

the only time u'll be able to catch me is between 10pm and 1 am i guess. and i only wake up at 8.30 cos i need that sleep, and soon after that i'll probably be uncontactable by the general public. haha. general public i like the sound of that.

and im going to snap at people again. i can just feel it. things boiling up, building up inside me.

have to start work soon.

and stop fantasizing about everything, and stop dreaming... those things will never come true. no point thinking about them.

rest... ah how precious it is.

going to work now. haha

-ch