Tired.

Gosh.

I'm so easily tired.

Okay thats besides the point.

Am happy today yay cus ... um also dunno why. I feel very lucky that there are people out there who listen to me, and can hear me talk and chat wif me for hours on end. mm. not many people can have friends like that, and so thank you. =o)

a quote i remember from morning assembly about friendship:
A friend is someone who can, when you forget the song in your heart, sing it back to you.

mm how true. often when u are in times of doubt, those who clears your mind, ur fog, are your friends. the closest ones... those who can listen to you and know exactly wad you think, and can tell you what they think, frankly, without witholding anything at all. true friends. hard to find. do i have one?

i'm worried. about how some things turn out. 3 things in fact.
1) i cant name this. involves too many people. but still... im afriad that after some time there will be people who just dun bother anymore, and will i be left alone?
2) i cant name this either. too sensitive and personal. but still... what is the direction im heading in? do i want to do what i had done before, and risk falling head over heels again?
3) i can name this. its school. am i doing too many things that are not related to schoolwork? how will my CT turn out? its going to be a nightmare for me this time...

Eeks.

one thing im glad about is that, im finally putting extra effort into physics. and does it pay off? i dunno. will wait until the next lecture test which is on tuesday to find out. scary though.

must learn not to stay out too late, esp when u're draggin others along. u may not get scolded, but often others will. something like this happened before years ago, and a relationship was strained. i dont want that to happen again.

ok must learn to rest too.

good nite.

J