diededing...

gosh my english...

=(

my schedule the next few days can make me cry... so many things and so little time... so stressed up lar... i cant wait for cny to come at least i can finally rest...

started frm this week lorz... so many things to do... im going to give up things man... after cny will be better... but for now...

see lar.. im rambling.. incoherent..

thiese few days i hav been going home and konking out immediately... on the desk, on my bed, in the kitchen... i just slept til thy kingdom come lorz...

in school its much better... at least i can take off worries for some time... and mix wif frens and laugh wif them... laughter is the best medicine... and having frens who will just spend time sitting next to you, walking next to you, listening to you as u ramble on... thats so sweet...

im going to stop all my activities outside... except for vocale tho... thats the only thing i realli enjoy doing out of school... this means no cip, no working, no acc, no nothing... im giving up on things i enjoy to do things i enjoy more...

argh for now i just want to cry...

sighs...

so many things to say... so little time... no one who will listen...

is this what life has become?

is it becoming meaningless?

whats the meaning of life?

do i live or merely exist?

im rambling again...

going to sleep...

-Chee Hang