changes, and possible-to-be changes

1. changed harmony period so i can have PE wif my class. YAY
2. changed piano lesson time so thursdays dun need to rush yay!

hrm... joyful things aside...
some serious thinking last nite... while i was rushing my physics... afffects my hapiness... here's wad ive come up wif.

Physics: an evaluation

Pros of taking physics:

1. opens up another door if i go to uni.
2. ?
   seriously cant think of anything else.

Cons of taking physics:

1. tiring
2. stressful
3. cant understand a single thing
4. waste of my time
5. too many formulae
6. too many definitions
7. too abstract
8. no practical usage at all.
9. SPA

Pros of dropping physics:

1. no more late nights rushing tutorials!
2. no more 2-hour tutorials
3. no more SPA
4. no more copying tutorials just to hand up
5. no more working backwards from answers just to show the teacher i can do physics
6. no more trying to cram things into my mind last minute
7. no stress!!!
8. it'll be dropping the subject i hate most, and i believe i cant handle
9. no more trying to understand things that i dun understand, and not knowing where to ask from. (yar if u're wondering why i never ask questions in class its that im TOTALLY lost.)
10. more time to do things i like: music and maths. and work.
11. save money on one A-level paper.

Cons of dropping physics, and counter-cons:

1. may have to drop maths S as well. but then, S papers are not compulsory. its optional, and i dun need it. if i want, i can always zap the tutorials from others and do them myself.
2. left wif only 3 A subjs. so? minimum requirement is 3!
3. may not be accepted into science courses in uni. so? im not a science guy to start wif.
4. may not even get into uni as some uni dont recognise FM as a subj. Then dun go uni lorz...
5. there goes scholarship hopes. but wad do i need scholarship for? i seriously dun want to go uni anyways.
6. in the future, i may regret it cus im out of jobs etcetc. but do i look like i care? no job, can always go sweep the floors or some odd jobs. why not.
7. peers, teachers and almost everyone will ask why im dropping a subject which i score A in. haha. my A was a fluke. and i cant handle physics. i feel stressed whenever it comes to tutorials and lectures go by in a haze. not that i dun work hard. in fact i work too hard. but i just cant grasp anyhting, and i think im wasting everyone's time. especially mine. cant i do something i like, for eg play franck?

so infact, there's no cons at all! try telling me anymore cons.

the reason why im not droping yet is that my parents don't allow. ah heck. they tell me to last til april. will i? i seriously don't think so. its now mid jan. by the next few weeks i should have already made up my mind. it will take someone special to create miracles and make me last til the A's. i'm already not taking physics S, doesnt that speak volumes?

wad else can i say.

im too stressed up already. i think i can cope better wif 3 A level subjects. seriously the singapore school system is not for me.

oh wells. watch me.

-Chee Hang